I want to remember you

Ten thirty pa natapos ang exam ko kanina pero habang sinusulat ko to nakauniform pa rin ako. Sobrang maliwanag ang araw sa side ng upuan ko kanina sa bus pero wala akong naramdamang init (Note: Around 1pm ako nagbabyahe kanina). Pakiramdam ko limang oras akong iniwan ng utak ko simula kaninang alas onse. Kahit na ganon wala akong pakialam dahil masaya ako sa naging sanhi noon. Isa pa, hindi ko naman sya masyadong kailangan noong mga sandaling yon.

I want to remember every detail of it so I am blogging it. I want to remember the time you stood up and how much I appreciated it. I want to remember the time you offered a hug and asked me if it's ok even though you know I want it and I need it. I want to remember your sensitivity to my consciousness. The moment you went away from the sight of the crowd so that I wouldn't be too shy to embrace you. I want to remember how you hugged me. And though, it breaks my heart every time I think about it, I want to remember every tear you wiped and every sniff you made. I want to remember the first and last time na hinatid mo kahit hanggang escalator lang. I want to remember every 'ba-bye.'

I want to remember every thing of today because tomorrow there will be nothing to remember.